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Warning. Big long rant. Quite a bit of cussing.
I'm a bit sleeping more now, it may be because it's hard for me to stay awake in a car ride. My mom is really irritating me, her head is stuck so far up my sister's ass I'm surprised she can breathe. It's my closest friends birthday coming up and when I asked her if I could visit [more like if she would give me money] she said it wouldn't be a problem but she didn't have the food money and I'm still waiting to be paid for my Buick, Chevy and sound system. All of which is pissing me off. So they offer to loan me the money until I get paid and they were going to pick me up, so I ask my mom if that's alright today and she flies into this screamfest about how I need a job and everything is all my fault because I don't have a job and I don't do anything and I'm just lazy and ungrateful and so on and so forth.
I honestly think she is selfish. The only reason I moved in with this psycho was because she was supposed to get me treatment for my severe anxiety and depression. Ironic right? That was in 2010. It is 2012 and I'm only in 3 months of therapy. She keeps telling me I didn't hold up to my end of the deal, I didn't even have an end to this fucking deal!! It was all on her and she didn't hold up to shit! If she had gotten me the help I needed I wouldn't have flunked out of college, and I would probably have at least a decent part time job.
I was recently invited to go live with my friend and my mom just had to foot my grocery bill until I found a job, but she wouldn't let me because I would have to sleep on a couch until I could afford my own place? I would rather sleep on the cold hard floor up there than spend another second here.
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