I have water fasted now for about 72 hrs. I am not weighing in until Tom decides to leave. I am not hungry but emotionally spent. I mean off the grid enraged.
Today I don't know what's happening. My mind seems clear but yet I have a quick trigger. My dd is a little out of it today like she can't hear or understand me, and it sets me off. My grown son shows up unannounced, sets me off. I normally do better without a planned schedule, but it seems as 'if everything isn't done when it should be, how it should be', it sets me off. I feel like I am going freaking crazy. WTH....end of my rant
I hope tomorrow will be better for all.
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