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Although I haven't officially weighed in yet online, I began losing right off the bat. Unfortunately, I had a wedding to attend yesterday. Yes, I had the chicken cordon bleu. Yes, I had an amaretto sour. Yes, I had cake AND a piece of cheesecake. For crying out loud- the ONLY item at the wedding that was on phase 1 was the grilled asparagus! So... I didn't dare stand on the scale this morning. I'd rather just follow the diet to the T until weigh in on Wed and have something positive to report.
I am so tired and depressed lately. Not over my weight so much as with other factors in my life. I'm so hurt but can't let myself cry because if I did it would go on for hours and at the end of it what would I have changed? Nothing.
As is typical, those around me don't have a clue. I'm outgoing, happy, approchable, and helpful. Truth be told though- I wish I could just crawl in bed and sleep. Sleep for a long, LONG time. But I have a 3 year old son and he deserves a mom who is active and out there. So I go on...
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