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Things are just not going as I would have really liked them too! As most of you remember, just about a year ago the worst thing happened to my family and with the year anniversary coming up, life just doesn't seem worth it right now! I am so trying to keep positive and keep my chin up, but it seems like every morning I get up I am digging further and further in to a slump again! I just can't even believe it has been a year since my niece passed away....it seems like just yesterday..that is how bad it still hurts. I try to hard to not let it bother me and not show it, but right now it is nearly impossible...when does it get easier? Does it ever, because I am not sure if I can go on like this for the rest of my life. I miss her so much and wish I could hold her again and just tell her how much I love her..I do ever day in my prayers and I hope that she hears me and knows..but it is so hard! I am sorry to dish this to you all, this is suppose to be a happy place to come too, but I needed to get it off my chest and I feel like you have all become such great friends and support! Thanks for letting me express my feeling and please, keep me in your thoughts & prayers because I am going to need the strength to make it though!!! Thanks Friends!
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