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226, getting closer to where I was. I have new inspiration.
I am going on a two week road trip with 6 other musicians next summer. They are all male and awesome - and I do not want to feel uncomfortable with my body and my looks with I'm on tour. I just want to go and have a good time.
Last night we went to my Grandmas for dinner to celebrate my moms birthday. I cleaned the kitchen while everyone else had desert. Only a few people noticed I skipped out on desert (it was my TWO FAVOURITE CAKES. Cheese and Carrot, my mom said she was absolutely amazed at my dedication)
I went out last night and had a great time. I didn't drink, so I drove (which I think will from now on be my excuse to avoid the empty calories of drinks). It has been such a great feeling, going out again. I got to a point where I shut myself in because I was ashamed at how much weight I had gained, but I can't do that anymore. I get so depressed alone.
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1210 kcal
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Vet: 45,46g | Eiwit: 66,86g | Kolhy: 139,29g.
Ontbijt: Mousse Temptations - Chocolate Indulgence, Strawberry Supreme. Diner: baked potato, carrot, butter, high liner pan sear selects salmon. Snacks/Andere: Rice Krispies Squares Rainbow bits, Thinsations Bits & Bites. meer...
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