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Been feeling sicky since last night.Either I am getting what my mom had or its one of the side effects of the diet.
RL is bringing me down-again-kid's dad being a buttmunch,I'm having issues with raising my kids with the influence of Gma,and the ever present ticking time clock.
I turn 33 in May-but I really feel like I'm going thru a midlife crisis.And I am freaking out!!At least I'm too poor to afford a sports car.I suppose I could pick up a 23 year old boyfriend?I make lite of it but I know I have some deep seeded issues revolving around the fact that I have several successful friends and because of my addictions I have made a mess of my life.And,I feel like time is slipping by for me to do something of real value.I guess in short,I am NO where near where my 18 year old self thought I'd be by now. Sorry- to my weight journal as a sounding board for unrelated RL stuff.
Its just been a tough morning-and I feel like crap to boot.Might not eat as consistantly today :/ Hope everyone elses day is going well :)
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Vet: 80,04g | Eiwit: 94,05g | Kolhy: 17,13g.
Lunch: mustard, reduced ketchup, ground beef, kraft mayo, lettuce, mild cheddar cheese kraft, water. Diner: water, real mayo kraft, turkey breast homestyle, california blend NO carrots. Snacks/Andere: diet coke, lulu's jello cake, ground beef, real kraft mayo, reduce ketchup. meer...
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*hugs* We all have days like this. I'm turning 25 in June. A quarter of my life lived, passed by. Still living in the same tiny apartment I moved into when I started college. Never got a degree. My sister will be getting her Bachelor's by the end of the summer. Double major no less. Not to mention all the financial issues we're up against right now. :( Life is rough. There are so many things that can make you miserable. So instead of focusing on all the bad. Look at all the Great things. Your weightloss is going Great! You have kids who love you! You have family to help you when you need it. And friends to offer you encouragement and support. Everyday may not be a good day. But there is something good in Everyday. Feelings over real life issues is good to write about, since how you feel can effect your weightloss. I hope you get to feeling better today and I'll be thinking positive thoughts for you.
27 apr 11 door lid: Jada Petsch
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Thank you,Jada.Brought a tear to my eye.Its so nice to have support and encouragement.I know I need to stop "should of"ing on myself.
27 apr 11 door lid: Luluesq1
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Your welcome Lu. We all have hardships and troubles. I keep telling my hubby the same, and telling him to find the Joy in life. Stop dwelling on the hard/bad stuff all the time, and find those things everyday that make everything worth it. Don't think about what you didn't accomplish. But what you Did. Lots of Love Lu. *Hugs*
27 apr 11 door lid: Jada Petsch
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Lulu, your journal is striking a chord with me today. Many years ago, I battled with some bad decisions and lots of frustration. I too felt that my life was not at all what I had planned it out to be for myself. Not that I had specific dates for things to happen, but the overall set plan was there. When my life took a different path, I panicked and did my best to force things back onto the path I wanted. Of course, all this did not work and the consequences were not good. I had to learn to accept my life path - which was not at all bad, just different from my expectations. And, when I finally did, I began to look for, and find(!), the unexpected, unplanned surprises in that life....things that were actually BETTER than anything I had previously planned. Ultimately, your life, your situation, even working through your addictions, makes you the unique person you are. Your history, your hardships, all give you a special perspective on life that others do not have. Coming out of those addictions is to be celebrated!!! You've shown an amazing strength that will seve you well in all life's endeavors, including weight loss.
27 apr 11 door lid: Sandy701
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Thank you so much Jada and Sandy-it means so much to me.thank you.
27 apr 11 door lid: Luluesq1
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