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I was feeling like I wasn't accomplishing anything. I feel disconnected somehow. Like I don't know what I'm doing. Lost. I ate some popcorn. It wasn't the worst thing to eat but not close to the best thing. I just needed to get some jello or pudding. I don't know about me being able to stay on the liquids.
I need to have the same attitude that I would have if I were preparing for surgery. Would I eat stuff I'm not supposed to eat? NO!! I wouldn't. So why now? I get all the benefits but don't take advantage of them!! So stupid of me!
I'm trying again. DH brought home Wonton soup. Yum! So I ate the broth of that. Will be eating the rest of that later tonight I think.
My mind is just too messed up. I can't get in the stride of all of this. I can feel my pouch most of the time. That has to be a good thing.
My problem is I just want to go back to where I was when I first had the surgery. I was successful. I followed the rules. I knew how to follow them with no problems. Everything was clear. I lost weight steadily. How do I get back there?? How do I recreate that time?
Hopefully it will come to me.
Hope everyone has a great day.
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