Yelizzle's Logboek, 11 jul 22

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I asked my Dad and his girlfriend if they can go to church with me this Sunday the 17th of July. I got cold feet this past Sunday and chickened out on going alone. It’s bilingual! 10am service is in English and then 12pm will be in Spanish. My hope is we go to both so maybe we can grab breakfast once the first one is over or I can pack us some sandwiches or burritos to eat. I’m close to my dad so when I told him I was ready to go he cried. I love my dad so much. In early April he was going to send me away so I could get the help I needed, you see I didn’t want to live anymore and I’ve previously attempted and was institutionalized. He got on his knees prayed and cried, he held me and it felt like when I was a little girl and he’d hold me and everything would be better. My dads been praying ever since. Estoy bien apá, estaré bien no te preocupes más.