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ATTACK OF THE VEGGIES...
this is not a very upbeat (read serious rant) (not very cheerful) journal...i have to get it all out before i talk to my hubby about it...and as this is for all intents and purposes my journal for now, i need to put it down...so if you like the happy, upbeat, cheerful veggies - STOP READING NOW...she will be back tomorrow...
a couple of weeks ago i had a proceedure to stretch my uretha, today on the follow up it was closed up again,...i have 3 different meds to try (one each week) to determine which works best and then be on it for life... :-(
last week when the stomach issues surfaced again...that doc suggested getting tested for diabeties - tt my urologist today and he said the chronic infections and uretha issues could be a symptom of that...go figure... ;-(
and then again today - i start another freakin cycle...i have never had 2 cycles with only days inbetween...so i now need to call the ob doc and see what he says...;-/
to top it all off, with simon in the mix, i have just been eating whatever whenever and the scale is reflecting it...i know that you do not gain weight in a day or even really in 3 days...so this is for real weight, im going to post it...it is a combo of the really bad eating, the hormones and the other meds... :-{
im just so frustrated and defeated...im back up weight wise to where i started but size wise im still in a 10/12...so i dont get it...
i really dont want sympathy...i just needed to unload this stuff...if you've read this far - thank you...i will try to be back in form tomorrow and promise i will be upbeat in my responses to your journals...
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