Hi! I am a single mom of a 4 1/2 year old and from just outside Boston. I am not-so-slowly approaching my 30th birthday and want to do so in shape and fabulous!

My goal in life before I had my son was to be in Playboy, (insert eye roll here) and back then I had the body to do it! Now I am disgusted by myself, and have had many medical and emotional set backs.

I have an area I refer to as my "fanny pack" on my stomach that disgusts me above my c-section scar that I was to obliterate, and I am doing Weight Watchers to get healthy and learn to eat better and in moderation.

I have "lost" the self confidence and self-esteem I once had about myself and would love that back. I would love to again be able to go out in public without constantly readjusting my clothes or sucking in my stomach.

I want my son to have a mom to look up to as a confident and vibrant mom, the woman I was before I had him, so he can grow up to be proud of who he is and learn healthy habits from watching me.