Time for me. Time for the excuses to stop. Time for the self pity to stop. Time to realize that I am strong enough. Time to make time for me. I am tired of feeling like I live in the shadows. I want to be out in the sun, out running, out playing. I have been hiding and not doing the things that I want to do that make me feel like I am really living. I have a great husband, three great kids, a job I love. Now I want to be able to enjoy life with them! I can do this.