I'm tired of the physical pain I'm in from being overweight. I'm also tired of being embarrassed of how I look. I'm usually putting off loosing weight until tomorrow, and that has turned into 5 years of being obese. I guess in the end I'm just tired of being lazy and using excuses and feeling the pain of failure so many times. My attitude is different this time around. In the past I always hope I'll stick with my weight loss plan, but this time around its a for sure thing. I know they'll be bumps in the road and I'm sure I'll struggle at some point, but its all about sticking with it.

goals: 199 by May 15 (going home to see family)
170s by Aug (start school)
150s goal weight (end of year)

in June there is a 5K I want to be in and I'm sure there are more races out there I can work to be in this summer/fall