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23 oktober 2018

23 oktober 2018

17 oktober 2018

Ok- well I fell OFF the food wagon. I got frustrated that I was watching everything I was eating and keeping it as close to 2,100 a day... and the scale was just going up not down. And YES IM Told water weight... BUT

I then I started eating junk food again and every donut I could get my hands on. It was like why diet when I have nothing to show for it? So now I can SEE the extra weight gain. My Halloween costume was snug- now will it fit?

And the Christmas Formal dress-... I have to lose the weight to fit in it! And I’m tired ALL the time. I’m even tired when I’m sleeping. I don’t know what directional I’m going or the correct way to go ...

being a brittle diabetic since I was a child and on a insulin pump and dealing with lots of complications from not following & doing what I’m suppose to.... due to all that & then some more, I can’t just simply go on a crash diet or things like that. I plain out frustrated!

08 oktober 2018

07 oktober 2018

Grrr- ok- I just sabotaged my diet. I could just skip recording what I ate and leave the “candy bar” off the food journal and it would appear all would look good but it’s not honest and what would be the point of this app?

I know tonight’s dinner is going to blow my numbers but... well I talked myself into how this candy bar would be ok and THEN how I already ate one- & now two isn’t gonna matter.

I upped my exercise and well I’m driving myself crazy. My blood sugars are finally starting to come down. I made a deal with myself that when this new pump came in, I would get my diabetes under better control. I was drinking alcohol and it makes me sick the next day... so Jan 23rd I went cold turkey and refuse to even have a sip. I want better health but getting there and self discipline is hard.


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