reyya's Logboek, 07 feb 10

I felt the need to write this...

I'm sick of being fat and sick all the time.

I lost my job
lost a family member
and I lost some weight as well! which is the good side of my own tragedy.


now things are getting better thanks to god. I had a dream come true.. but I started eating excessively again.. I mean to the point I cannot breathe..

here I am now, an empty pack of dozen donuts are laying around... been binging for the past 2 weeks none stop!


I have a target now... I'm leaving my country in 6 months to persue a dream. I want to be there weighing 20 kilos less

10 kilos every 3 months
3-4 kilos a month.

I need to feel good and jump start my journey starting from now :)

I gotta be honest, I'm scared this time.
but its something I really want for myself. my very own selfish goal that's only for me, my own health, my own personal gain...

I will be logging in every day untill february 21st which is when I'm starting a new diet with a very smart nutritionist.

wish me luck :)

81 kg Tot nu toe verloren: 0 kg.    Nog te gaan: 21 kg.    Dieet gevolgd: Niet Toepasbaar.