amanda123's Logboek, 05 aug 10

What can I say this morning without being grumpy? Ok lets see. The weight loss is going great. I have gotten into such a groove that I don't even have to think about it when I eat. I know exactly what I can have and it's not even hard anymore.... only occasionally but not very often. So while it's not hard to eat low carb I am having a hard time making myself eat enough carbs and getting them from veggies. I did good last night and ate a heafty helping of green beans with my chicken. The kids are really excited about starting school next week. I am doing ok in school myself but I have alot of work to do between now and the 11th which is the end of summer. I needed to take a test last night but I wasn't prepared and it would have been a mistake to go take it anyways so I am going to study over the weekend and take it next week. I haven't had time to go to the grocery store so I am having half & half in my coffee today. It's bad hair day because I took a shower, read the girls a bedtime story and fell asleep in their bed with my hair wet. It looks curly & frizzy today. I'm really not that stressed, I just want some stability in my life. I hate looking for a job and not knowing which direction my life is headed. I just want things to be stable. I grew up in an extremely unstable home..... for example we moved 26 times in 6 years. Sometimes we moved every 3 months - no joke. At least we moved around within the same area and I only had to go to about 6 different schools. I'm just saying I hated it then and I hate feeling unstable now. I know as an adult I am not moving around now, but this place in my life gives me the same anxious feelings. It's just the feeling of not knowing what your future holds. I just want to find a job where I am good at what I do and can stay there at least until I graduate with my bachelors. I am praying something local will come up. Pray for us.

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726 kcal

Vet: 57,83g | Eiwit: 38,64g | Kolhy: 12,28g.   Ontbijt: heavy whipping cream, sweet n low, coffee. Lunch: water, american cheese, vienna. Diner: water, sugar free drink mix, green bean, round steak. Snacks/Andere: roasted peanuts. meer...