Ceebee's Logboek, 16 aug 10

Wow! I don't know where this is coming from, but I'm sending big HUGS!!! 

I've never seen you down! I hope your day improves. :) 

I hope u feel better emotionally soon :) 

CeeBee, friendship is a two way street, true, but it isn't always two way, at the same time. The time will come when your friend needs you in the way that you have needed her the past few months, and she will not be able to reciprocate at that time. It happens in all friendships, and the great thing is tht true friends understand that. I know that your friend understands that it has been a rough patch of time for you, and I also know that when the time comes (and it will) that she needs you in the same way, you will be there for her,no questions asked. After all that is waht friends do!! And from wha I see on here, you are a great friend!! So don't beat yourself up!! At least you have talked to your friend, and obviously are ready to get back on a more even keel!! Have a fantastic day, and even better week!! You deserve it! 

Awww sweetie I know how you feel. It's hard to be the one in need, but we're all in that position at some point. Just know that you can lean on us anytime! Hang in there babe, tomorrow is a new day. ((((Hugs)))) 

Thanks everyone.. you all really do make me feel better.. :)  

You've made your apology. That's a very relieving thing to do, but the emotional release is probably overwhelming. The feeling will pass, and your soul will be refreshed again. 

Awe CeeBee... :( I hope you are ok. You are always so up and positive. BIG HUGS coming your way.  

Hope your doing okay, Ceebee!!! You're in my prayers 

Thanks everyone. :) 

I definitely agree w/ ctlss! I've been in your shoes & I was taught at a young age to not burden other people w/ your problems. It's been very hard for me to overcome. I've shut people out of my life when things get bad & it's the wrong thing to do & is always taken the wrong way. If you have a true friend, they aren't going to feel burdened by your problems & want to be there to help you through the dark days. Don't beat yourself up over this. You are human. You will have good days & bad days just like everyone else, and sometimes the bad days can last for a LONG time. Everyone does. Let your friends, be your FRIENDS. It's all a part of friendship. I hope your day turns around for you. *Big Hugs* = ) 

I am a pretty awful friend to most people. I can go months without talking to someone because I'm pretty self absorbed. It isn't as if I don't want to talk to them, it's more that I get involved in projects that take up all of my time and that's all I want to do. Sort of like a manic depressive cycle without the depressive, I guess. So I go through periods of wanting to be social and not wanting to be social. As a result, I've amassed a circle of friends who also have their own stuff, and are laid back. That way, we know we're there for each other and we understand that we might not get to see or talk to each other for a while, but that doesn't mean anything negative. Needless to say, that's rare, so my circle of friends is quite small. Honestly, I believe that you need to take care of yourself first and foremost, and you can do this and still be a friend to someone. Don't beat yourself up about it, there's nothing wrong with making yourself a priority.  

Ceebee, If she's a true friend, her heart is happy knowing she can help you when you need it. And she'll trust that you will be there when she needs you. That's what friends are for. I often feel the same way with my friends. I'm always the needy one and they are always trying to help me out, but on the other hand, I'm always there to listen to their venting and cheer them up when they are down, which you seem to be kinda good at. KWIM? ((((HUGS)))) 

Aww Ceebee, you are always so cheerful, I hate to see you down. =( Listen to the others above. Sometimes you need o take care of you first. Friends of all people are supposed to understand that. Much Hugs for you!!!