Hey buddies,
Today it would have been my mum's birthday, if she were still alive.
Well, I stayed at work till 4.30pm, then came back home because of a strong headache and because I felt like crying out loud (and wanted to avoid doing that in front of my colleagues).
I feel sad, lost, alone. Still not able to cry, even if I feel teardrops are ready, just waiting for their moment to come.
I just read a list about bad fast food meals.
Never eat these fast food mealsUsually I don't eat in fast food restaurant. Occasionally during summer I have bratwurst (German grilled sausages) or grilled steak (since there are more reseller for those food items than for icecream in this area of Germany!).
Well, the list will help me as a reminder for those few times in a year when I feel like eating that kind of food, hopefully I'll be able to avoid it.
What else?
I feel very distant from whatever thing is happening to me.
Most of the time I really feel like I am not letting emotions touch me.
It's no good.
OK, I will try to read something "offline" now.
I started yesterday a biography of Freddie Mercury (R.I.P) and read already over 80 pages before sleeping yesterday night.
Have a good time, fatsecreters!