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Sometimes i feel very demoralized. I put in a lot of effort and the results just don't seem to come fast enough. Naturally i am quite an impatient person and i like to see quick progressive result. Unfortunately its not really like that with weight loss. Its going to take months to get all this weight off....is it awfully impatient and childish of me to want all this weight off me now ?
I feel like im waiting for life to start and life can only really start once i have lost all this weight and i have a normal body. Its taking forever to achieve this normal body and i get tired of waiting in limbo. This is usually the point in which i say screw it this is way to complicated....lets eat some huge portions of comfort food to compensate! Not this time though.
I think i am recognizing that i have some deeper issues that need to be resolved. I need to stop hating myself, i need to feel comfortable and confident in my own skin, i need to start going out and doing things regardless of how i look. Think i need to believe in myself more and not wait around to have the "perfect normal body".
I need to learn how to love myself how i am. That just might be the whole key to this weight loss journey.
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I feel the same way. We can be over achievers, successful, intelligent people, but we all have issues. Overeating doesn't seem that bad of a vice to have, but unfortunately, it's overt. People see it, and our society isn't so kind to people who have extra weight. That's why we want it off so fast. Um. That's why I want it off so fast. I just want to look the way I feel. I don't like people comparing me to other large people, using me as some sort of standard for largeness.
...and, unfortunately, the complexity of our weight lends itself to the very thing that got us here in the firt place: overeating. Ugh.
You're probably a very successful woman. You like to see results. If that's the case, you're moving toward them. We'll be okay!
24 mrt 11 door lid: Devrinator
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Thank you so much for the support. I know we'll be okay too :) I am having a hard time because i live in asia, I am considered morbidly obese by my peers. Over here chronically skinny tends to be the norm. None of my friends weigh over 120 pounds. I often tend to feel as if i have to work much harder than anyone else to be acknowledged or to even be seen as competent. I have lost a lot of opportunities because i am judged by my weight. Unfortunately, in the culture i live in size does matter. This has taken a toll on my self-confidence and how i see myself. I feel unworthy. This is changing though...i am more then a size or a weight. I feel good about moving towards my goals. I want to lose weight not because i want to be validated by others but because i love me and i want me to be healthy ! XD
24 mrt 11 door lid: artica
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"I want to lose weight not because i want to be validated by others but because i love me and i want me to be healthy!"
That's exactly the spirit. Think of yourself as a beautiful work of art in progress. You are both the beautiful work, and the tallented artist shaping that work. After all, we're ALL works in progress, and always will be. That's what life's journey is! And remember too there is NOTHING sexier than a geek chick! LOL I ought to know! I'm a geek chick LIBRARIAN, and you don't get much geekier than that! :)
01 apr 11 door lid: Bookgal1977
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