I am a mum of a 5 year old with special needs. I left my full time job 1 year ago to look after her while my husband now works full time. The last 2 years of my job I was tied to a desk working solidly for 10-14hrs and portions of my days off were often taken up with work. As a result my diet was horrendous, snack bars, crisps played a huge part. I knew I was getting bigger & bigger but pushed it to the back of my mind. I feel so uncomfortable now & look disgusting, its embarrassing - I'm a big, fat, ugly blob! There are very few photos of my around as I always offer to be the one taking them hence I will not upload an image to my bio.