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07 november 2010

Down again. BF is gone for the entire week. Got a new pilates workout set. Might try it but haven't been working out per-say lately... just being really active usually on most days. Now since I have to take care of the chickens and dog and cats and fish and sugar gliders (Admission to my zoo is only $5! :D ) I'm always busy with housework.

Maybe if I lose another pound or two I will change my goal weight to 130. I just don't really like looking at it in the way that I "have" to lose 2 more lbs or 3 lbs, but that I just "am" losing it. If I make it my goal then I feel like I "have" to, lol. Weird, I'm so weird.

On a more personal level, I probably won't ever do this, but I probably should talk to someone who focuses on personal image issues. I seriously don't see myself as any different, and even though I'm still losing on the scale and also below my goal weight - I still feel like... just as big as I did before. I am really disappointed when shirts that I haven't worn in a while look good on me - why? That should make sense right - I haven't worn them for a while because the last time I tried it on, it looked bad. Last time being "big me". But why does that bother me? I have like... seriously - enough clothes to last me at LEAST 6 months without doing laundry. I have two full closets, and they're PACKED. I mean I have CLOTHES. So, I have had clothes in MANY SIZES over my clothes hoarding time. I shouldn't be surprised that some things fit me now, or look good on me now. I just expect everything to be too big. I am excited when my clothes are too big, lol.

BF and I went on a shopping spree since he got paid on a big commission. I bought 4 pairs of jeans - ALL size 5. Different brands. Skinny jeans even! I HATE skinny jeans but I found a pair that I like and I can wear them! Also, bought sweaters - size SMALL! T-shirts still range between medium and small... there's no rhyme or reason for t-shirt size I've found. And the medium hoodie I bought from school for our fisheries department, is like... a giant hoodie dress on me. Ridiculous.

Gewicht:	Tot nu toe verloren:	Nog te gaan:	Dieet gevolgd:
60,4 kg	21,3 kg	0 kg	Redelijk Goed

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02 november 2010

I'm insanely hungry all the time lately... Ugh.

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01 november 2010

Wow, so I drank A LOT of coffee this morning, and I don't usually drink coffee, and now I feel like crap because I've crashed. I ate a decently healthy lunch meal today, but man. I need to get up early tomorrow but I'm feeling like I need a nap. I also want to work out tonight for a little bit at least, like at least do the workout for Biggest Loser if it has one. I think I'm basically like "failing" the game because I don't stick to it's every other day workout schedule. Basically, on the weekends I don't usually workout because we're busy doing housework or other things... so, yeah. Who knows. At least I know those workouts are doing something because I'm sore afterwards, which is nice. Means I'm working out new muscles. :D

But yeah, I'm thinkin... a nap soon. Ugh. Then I gotta go back to school to grab some stuff I forgot... I dunno if that's even gonna happen today cause I'll wake up and it'll be dark and then my motivation to leave gets even lower, lol :)

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01 november 2010

Well I guess I'm just bouncing around 135, which is okay. Down again now, still trying to push to get down to 130 but I don't really want to change my goal weight just yet. I'd like to see if I can't get to 133 on my own before changing it... I would just hate to feel like I've "lost" something by bumping my goal down. Still, I'm gonna try for 130. I haven't been cheating nearly as much and recording food better which hsa helped. I'm so super busy this week but I can't get motivated at all... Scared about that. Hope I can actually get everything done that I need to...

Mondays are always so bad for me, see, tonight I can go to sleep early, wake up early and make the rest of the week follow suit because I'm kinda off my video game addiction. But yesterday, we were up super late cause of Halloween and now I'm just tired... ugh.

Gewicht:	Tot nu toe verloren:	Nog te gaan:	Dieet gevolgd:
60,9 kg	20,7 kg	0 kg	Redelijk Goed

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29 oktober 2010

Well I had a terrible calorie day. I'm usually good, but, I was going to throw a party, and then it kinda fell through, but one of my good friends stopped by anyway, and we kinda didn't get any food to eat, so I had my bf run out and get a Little Caesars pizza. I ate 3 pieces, I can't believe it. I wish I had looked at the calories first, but I'm glad I stopped myself cause I bet I could've eaten like 5 pieces. I am really disappointed. We did a lot this afternoon, ran around to like 6 stores and did a whole lot of shopping and came home and started decorating the house... ugh. I feel terrible though. After the fact that I'm up again, I ate bad today... it's midnight, my friend left at like 11:45, so I'm not working out tonight. Tomorrow I will before we decide to go and party, I was however wearing my costume all night with my heels on, so walking and standing was crazy painful at the end of the night.

Ugh. Why do I sabotage myself like this? The pizza was so good... I can't believe I did it. I won't be eating any more of it, because the calories are outrageous.

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