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18 december 2014
It is like 4 in the morning or something like that right now. My father in law has taken to somehow 'putting' himself on the floor, ripping off his diaper and then screaming. Oh I am not a natural nurturer or caretaker. Neither is my husband. We are getting by. I have taken the night shift for now. I am so incredibly tired. This is by far the worst life experience yet for me. I hope not to repeat anything like it, well, ever.
I am sad for my husband right now as well. He is having to live with and watch what is happening to his dad. All though I do not want him to die, it is going to happen, no getting around it, I just pray that he is taken soon. To end his suffering as well as my husbands. This really sucks.
Thank you Facebook and all those who read this, having an output is helping me in such ways no one will ever really understand.
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17 december 2014
Stress full afternoon. My father in law is diminishing quickly. I was giving him his meds (liquid/oral) and when I inserted the syringe into his mouth he suddenly jerked forward and it jammed into the back of his mouth/cheek. I am sure it hurt based on his explosive reaction. Oh God, I feel so bad. Caught me totally off guard and I didn't react fast enough to prevent it. He is really really pissed off at me right now. What a way to start the early evening. So, I gave in to the stress and am enjoying a big ol' Diet Coke. Love my Diet Coke.
On a better note, the hospice volunteer came earlier today so that I could attend the office party for my work. 2 hours of relaxing and just enjoying the event. I cannot thank her enough. She has been just the spot of light I've needed in dealing with the darkness around me right now.
At the Party I consumed items not exactly on my diet. Had the best scone I have every had in my life. - But pat me on the back, my plate was mostly veggies from the veggie tray. I did not indulge in the wine or int he fudge, but that scone - mmm mmm mmm. I did have a chocolate covered pretzel and some home made cranberry juice cocktail, but hey... this is the only party I am going to and most likely the only true festive holiday experience I will have this year.
Our thermostat is on the fritz, my husband is not in the mood to deal with it so, we're making do for now. I am constantly checking it and adjusting it. The thing thinks it only needs to be 55 degrees in here. Uh NO, we have a sick and dying man in the house, we'd prefer a warm 68.
Kinda nice though, having something else to worry about for the time being.
Well - gatta go- Happy Wednesday evening. :)
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16 december 2014
Very trying day this Tuesday. Very trying day.
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16 december 2014
Wow, 1/2 pound in just a couple days. Staying busy and backing off on the soda is paying off. Granted I drink diet soda, but hey, boat and water retention counts and when lost, feels great!!!
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15 december 2014
Ahhhh Monday. Back to the grind of taking care of my father in law while my husband is at work. Today's been OK considering. He can't get comfortable. The hospice nurse was here earlier and is having us begin his pain management.
So, while he slept, I've been busy all day going through the closet. Purging, organizing, folding, re-hanging. Having some fun trying on clothes I've forgotten I have. And thanks to the addition of a couple cardigans and some awesome boots, I have some fresh new takes on my old clothes. So that was fun.
I'm considering that my excersize for the day because I have literally been on my feet doing it all day. As much as I really really hate excersize, alternative idea's are a step in the right direction.
So off to Bunco with the ladies tonight. Our group purchased some gifts for a local nursing home and we are delivering them before we meet to play. Will be another nice distraction for a little while
Good Monday evening to all.
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