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27 januari 2015

27 januari 2015

27 januari 2015

Gewicht: Tot nu toe verloren: Nog te gaan: Dieet gevolgd:
100,6 kg 18,7 kg 34,8 kg Redelijk Goed
   (1 reactie) Gewichtsafname van 5,7 kg per week

26 januari 2015

Today I need to talk about something that I am sure most people don't want to hear. I am struggling with serious body image issues after losing over 160lbs so far. I find myself struggling to look in the mirror...actually avoiding it. I feel hurt, ashamed and angry! The extra skin, the stretch marks and the overall alien-like appearance of the woman staring back at me is maddening. I still have over 70 lbs to go and I find myself feeling worse about myself than I did at 360lbs. I have people saying such nice things like "wow, you are looking amazing" and all I can think is... If they only knew what those clothes were hiding. I feel ashamed to even think this way after God spared me from cancer but it is just real. Stripped down real feelings that hurt. When I see my husband look away from my body or when I attempt to always stay covered in front of him... Simply put I feel less than human. I want to love my body again.. I find myself looking at other women and wishing I looked "normal" like they do. I don't want to have tummy skin that looks like a freaking skirt and covered in surgery scars. I don't want inner thigh skin to flop when I exercise. The more I lose the worse I look. I think this is part of the growth process for me but man o man... My heart is so broken. However, I refuse to give up or in! I guess I just needed to scream these feelings... This seemed safer :)

26 januari 2015

Gewicht: Tot nu toe verloren: Nog te gaan: Dieet gevolgd:
101,4 kg 17,9 kg 35,7 kg Redelijk Goed
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